Sunday, January 27, 2008

When you are gone

When we go to a party together, I don’t spend time with you. I’d stand at the other side of the room and smile at you, pretending that we are secretly in love. And when I take you home, I pretend that this is our first night for us together and we have just came back from our wedding party. And when you meet me after I come from work, I see you as a child running to her papa. And when you are sad, I imagine that I’m taking you away to a happy world made of jasmines. And when you cry, every tear burns me leaving a scar. I would lay next to you at night afraid that I may die before you and leave you with no one to lean on. And now that you are gone, I cannot move two steps away from your gravestone. If I could bury myself alive with you to enjoy just watching you. I knew you would leave, but I didn’t expect it to be so soon. You left me here to live alone in this brutal world to mourn you. I can’t believe I let you go away. I hate myself for being so helpless. And that is when you are gone.

End

the vision girl

1 comment:

Nevien said...

woooooooow
so deep and heart felt ..keep it up girl